Sorry you guys. If you want to read, go on ahead. I'm not stopping you all. This is a simple rant about a problem I'm dealing with. It's really been stressing me out for a while now and I just want to get it off my chest. I would also like to excuse my choice of language in Rant ahead.
Now I'm pretty sure that at least each of us have come across that
ONE asshole of a friend. You know, a friend who seems alright and you get to know them a bit better. Then they turn around and bite you in the ass. Well, this one particular friend has bitten me in the ass more than once and I was a total idiot to give her another chance. I seem to be a
magnet for this type of
person we all come across in our life.
We all come across fucking mindless individuals in our lives and all around us we can find them. On
Quizilla, in real life, anywhere basically. There's that
one person that ruins it for
everybody. It can be your mother, your father, your sister, your brother, but with me it's like a magnet that attracts stupid people - after showing them some kindness and getting bitch slapped in the face, falling to the ground, and then they come back to me begging to have me back like we had a
divorce.
Well let me say right now - I'M NOT SWINGING LIKE THAT ANYMORE.
You get
one chance with me and
that's it. From now on, I'm not going to be so kind to those that piss me off and expect me to let it slide so easily. The girl that I'm friends with is a perfect example of that.
I know I'm complaining but this girl is ripping my mind to
shreds. I can never figure out when she's mad at me. Everything I do these days is something she doesn't approve of in her eyes. This girl doesn't want to share me or something. She gets mad every time she sees me with another boy or girl that's a friend of mine.
She goes onto my ass later for it and lectures me.
In My Head while she has a wonderful time lecturing me: I'd like to borrow one of Mass Effect's Guns and shoot her until there's barely an inch of her left. Maybe even a Rocket Launcher. All I can say is that I'm tired of seeing her ass and letting her push me around.
I'm so tired of being bossed around and being told what to do. Yeah I'm a bit shy when getting to know me at first but I'm more outgoing. If I think about it and you all think about it I've changed over the years, and some of you probably have as well. At least I think I have changed a bit. I'm to the point where I'm about to Rage Quit in public and that's unhealthy - at least in other people's point of view.
I've tried pushing her away before but it's like she won't listen to me. She's like a fucking, real life, god damn Mary Sue. My worst nightmare. She talks to people like she's their friend, thinks that she's
so good looking, bosses other people around, and thinks that she's as perfect as they come.
I didn't know that she honestly would be like this at first. Finding a crying girl in the hallways after school is one thing for me but this is another. She shouldn't be even allowed to
communicate!
Top of the line - don't be so friendly to every single person you meet. Because you'll end up like me. You'll keep bumping into the same person
OVER and
OVER and
OVER again. Only help those you think is worth helping or let them be strong and deal with the situation themselves. Either let them be strong or give them your shoulder if you think it's worth it.
All I can say is, I'm not so sure about the people I meet anymore. You can never know what they're truly like - what they have in store...
Now for the most random thing you'll probably ever get from me. Before I end this rant I shall end it...
GARRUS VAKARIAN STYLE!